Olivias first week!!!

Olivia was born on April 15, 2010 weird to day it but is 2010 already???? i dont like it. Olivia was born at 6 lbs 5 ounces and 18 inches long, at 3:14 pm. she was the cutest thing ever and i couldnt stop starring at her. she was so beatiful and when i looked in those eyes of hers i almost melted....yes she does look like her dad which isnt a problem!

Her dad wants to be around and i am fine with that except the fact that he wasnt to get a paternaty test done which i am not so happy about.. i mean come on thats like calling a girl out of a crowd and saying your a ho...LOSER.. So the decsion came to keep her was when she was almost one week old. i was so undecisive the whole time i was pregnant.. depressing but what happend has happend. I love my baby girl and i am so glad to be a mom. its a good feeling and it was the right time and the right place to keep her. I do not regret keeping her. i think it would have been even harder to place her. :( its not that i dont love my adoptive couple to death but i just couldnt let this one go. she belongs with me and i dont know why.